Well can I just say, I am so so proud of you for your 3 weeks clean, that is incredible!!! You should be proud of that too :) I just lost every single one of my best friends of 12 years+ so I do understand how devastating that is, but we need to realize that sometimes whether we do anything to cause it or not, friendships die, and it does hurt. It’s cliche to even say, and I hated accepting this myself, but if someone walks out of your life, you should let them, because the only people who deserve your attention are the ones who care, show it, and treat you the way a friend should be treated. You’ll feel stronger and less anxious once you have control over your own emotions when it comes to this situation. You kind of have to just accept things that happen which you have no control over, and be at peace in your mind with it, and with you, as you didn’t do anything wrong! Clear your mind, and sleep earlier tonight. Tomorrow is a new day, and it’s going to soon stop hurting so much, I PROMISE! ♥
firstly, never apologize, you can come to me always! I want to try to help, if I can. do you want to talk? on anon or off, in private? or you could kik me at tyler_oakleys_pickle if you have that. there are several ways I can talk if you would like to. ♥
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THE WORST FEELING EVER IS WHEN YOURE SO ENTHUSIASTIC TELLING SOMEONE SOMETHING AND YOU CAN JUST PHYSICALLY FEEL THEM NOT CARING AT ALL SO YOU TRY HARDER BUT YOU JUST CANNOT GRASP THEIR ATTENTION SO YOU SLOWLY FADE OUT AND LET THEM GO BACK TO DOING WHAT THEY DO AND YOU WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR TAKING TIME OUT OF THEIR DAY TO TELL THEM SOMETHING YOU’RE HAPPY ABOUT